Afterwards, I learned not to say angry words at the heat of the moment.
Afterwards, I learned to better grab hold of my emotions and seek for a more logical solution instead.
Afterwards, I learned the meaning of wait.
Afterwards, I understood the value of waiting.
Afterwards, I met someone.
Afterwards, I decided to give this person the changed me which you never had.
Afterwards, I kept trying.
Afterwards, I do not know how the story will end.
There are times when I felt like giving up.
There are times when I really feel I can't make a difference.
There are times when I lost that confidence.
In those many a times,
I sat under the dark sky.
Feverish, I would silently lean my forehead on a shoulder.
When I was tired from thinking, I would close my eyes.
And I remembered a conversation I had with Mac before everything happened.
"Hey, it's not like as though you know him for the first time."
I smiled.
Mac smiled.
We both understood what that meant.
That was words of a distant yesterday.
Now, it's just a phone ringing and calling for my attention.
I asked myself what was the purpose of it all?
Only one word stands - commitment.
Is there a value to it?
Or just empty words?
Afterwards, I learned to better grab hold of my emotions and seek for a more logical solution instead.
Afterwards, I learned the meaning of wait.
Afterwards, I understood the value of waiting.
Afterwards, I met someone.
Afterwards, I decided to give this person the changed me which you never had.
Afterwards, I kept trying.
Afterwards, I do not know how the story will end.
There are times when I felt like giving up.
There are times when I really feel I can't make a difference.
There are times when I lost that confidence.
In those many a times,
I sat under the dark sky.
Feverish, I would silently lean my forehead on a shoulder.
When I was tired from thinking, I would close my eyes.
And I remembered a conversation I had with Mac before everything happened.
"Hey, it's not like as though you know him for the first time."
I smiled.
Mac smiled.
We both understood what that meant.
That was words of a distant yesterday.
Now, it's just a phone ringing and calling for my attention.
I asked myself what was the purpose of it all?
Only one word stands - commitment.
Is there a value to it?
Or just empty words?

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