i don't know... i'm starting to question if all these is worth it... is it worth the effort...

this sem was a burnt out... seriously.. everyone's burnt not just me.

is it worth the effort to strive so hard to get the grades?

is my perception of the reality the truth or is it based on a cracked mirror of what i think it is?

sometimes i feel it's very trying.. it's like peeling an onion but it stings your eyes at the same time... so you cry while trying to get to the core.

somehow i feel much lighter at the start where everything was a no-brainer, everyday was just a cycle of study n sleep and my world was a lot more simpler.

i need a break... and a long one that's for sure.