I don't know what to do at times.

I do care but sometimes I'm afraid to express it out.

Simply because I don't know if you are able to accept the way that I show concern.

I am trapped in a mirror of the past.

Seeing memories of how things broke down previously.

Hence, I feared.

Reluctant to step into the mirror and make things right again.

Fearful that my own hands will only bring destruction.

Caught in this emotional hurricane, I stood still.

Just watching.

Just seeing how my life will unfold before me.

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Is incompletion better than risking to lose it all?

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I don't expect you or anyone to fill up the shoes of another.

I never did.

I need time to rid this anguish in me.

I need time to reflect on the worthy lessons learnt.

I need time to find myself again.