there are days i don't feel i'm a part of anything.

i don't know why i felt so much happier with just being with you rather than those who are so called "close to me."

i wonder why the song moved me to tears when the lyrics are just part of what I hear everyday on my way to school.

i don't know why i will think of you that way.

don't know why.

it's so awkward now.

the strange familar silence.

but somehow i'm learning to love the silence and the peace that it brings.